Love is my absolute cause of existence

Monday, 2/22/10 11:11am PST

Love is without a shadow of a doubt,my absolute cause of existence.

This is my truth. Outside of Love, and revealing more love, I can not even examine what could be more important in life. When you experience love, you are in a state of consciousness that is bliss. Why would you want to live anywhere outside of that space? The Forgiveness workshop that I attended last week with Felicia Jeffley & James Jeffley helped me to remove some layers of the artichoke that needed some peeling back, to dig deeper at the root of what I was holding onto. Then on Saturday, Dr. Felicia Williams allowed me to bring my quality of Self-Love that I was consciously holding to work on as my intention to the group, in a space of love, and again, I was representing Forgiveness. Sunday at East Bay Church where I often worship, Rev. Deborah Johnson spoke of the third service topic of Forgiveness again. I thought wow, I'm really asking God to give me the divine opportunity to forgive myself, and a bandwagon of others who I've been holding in my forgiveness jail with me. Rev. Deborah awakened me when she said forgiveness harms who--YOU?! Yes, we hold onto anger, resentment, and unforgiveness as a trigger to experience more pain, so we can keep the person trapped in our victim minds of why did this happen to me. So I am asking the Great Divine to reveal to me, how can I expand in my awakening, and in my deeper ocean of Love, through my understanding of what it was I was to gain from these valuable lessons. I also enjoyed that Rev. Deborah reminded us that by being forgiving, it does not make you weak. It actually strengthens you, because when you are in a state of forgiveness, you can be in a state of perpetual unconditional love. Ahhhhh breathing that in, perpetual unconditional love. This is bliss. I choose to release those shackles of bondage in my mind of myself, first forgiving Michelle, and then bringing to my mind, and heart consciousness, those who I feel have disrespected my boundaries, or harmed me in some way, either consciously, or unconsciously. As Jesus the Great Master Teacher said, "Forgive them Father, for they know not what they do". If they knew better, they would do better, yes.

Amen, and may you have a day that allows your heart to take a moment to be forgiving.

Blessings!